i could get a 51 on this exam and i would still make an A in the class cause an A is >=86%. that makes me feel better.
WHY THE FUCK DOESNT THE IPHONE HAVE A “BLOCK CALLS FROM THIS NUMBER” FEATURE??????????
LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING??
I OFFICIALLY HATE APPLE . HATE UR COMPUTERS HATE UR IPHONES HATE U APPLE
another guy came up to me randomly and started talking to me. what is it about me today that makes me seem this approachable?? is it this fucking skirt im wearing?? fuck skirts. anyway tbh he first just asked me what time the building closed but then kept lingering and starting up conversations and he was like “I want to get to know you, tell me about yourself” but he seemed either really shy/nervous or just the kind of person who didnt know what to say, so the convo lulled a lot. i didnt know what to say most of the time anyway. but he seemed like a nice guy. his voice was really quiet tho and hard to hear. he asked to get coffee on friday and i said yes even though i honestly dont want to, i just suck weiners at saying no because how fucking awkward would that be if i were like “um no” you know????. then he was like “maybe i could meet your parents” obviously not at the coffee place but like someday, and it’s kind of like, wow that’s random as fuck? i think he was just trying to make conversation/be nice. honestly idek. i think he’s lonely and sad because his dad died in january, that’s really a depressing thing and he lives in an apartment alone. so its understandable that he would come up to me randomly if i look like a nice person WHICH I AM. I AM WAY TOO NICE. i feel like this is going to be a painful[ly awkward] coffee experience. i wonder why hes doing this though seeing as it’s the last week of school.
also this other guy—who periodically asks me to join him for like drumming circles and glass-blowing things and concerts but i ignore the shit out of him for some reason—asked me to go to a free concert with him (and other ppl) on friday too and i said maybe. i think i might actually go to that.
to be completely honest though i would 100% rather go to ivans house on friday and hang out with him all day and i was kinda planning on doing that before these invitations presented themselves.
god i havent gone to my biological psychology class in like 3 months and i havent read any of the material yet that will be on the final and the final is in 2 days what is my problem???
lmao so this guy saw me watching bees pollinate some flowers a couple days ago (or yesterday idk what day), which is kinda embarrassing cause i was crouching in the middle of the sidewalk staring at a bush like some freak of nature and i did not realize i was being watched. but anyway that made him come up to me today and talk to me and we got onto the subject of psychedelics and it was pretty cool idk he seems like one of those ppl who are like spiritual but they dont realize it and they recognize how dumb society is and he’s into physics and was talkin about everything’s vibrations and i had no idea who this guy was or what he was about but it just so happened that we related on that stuff and he seemed chill af which was nice
that was a positive social interaction
but now im in the social mood and i dont want to study at all but i have to but i’m really full and i just want to lie down and not do anything and i want to talk to ivan bout this and/or sit on his face but hes asleep
it must’ve been so happy going away with so much pollen :+)
fuck i love bees
ugh sometimes psychology is depressing when you have to read about how women are liked more when they reveal personal info about their parents or their sexual attitudes but they are liked less when they disclose about personal aggressiveness,
and then men are seen as well-adjusted as long as they talk about masculine topics, but are seen as poorly adjusted when they talk about thoughts and feelings (whereas women who talk about thoughts/feelings to the exact same degree are seen as well-adjusted)
fuckin society sucks man
gender roles are so dumb
also how when clinicians are given a case of a person w/ antisocial personality disorder (aka a sociopath/psychopath) where they are told it’s female, they tend to diagnose with histrionic personality disorder instead, and rarely (if ever) correctly diagnose with antisocial personality
But when given the exact same case but told that the person is male, they diagnose it correctly every time
like, histrionic personality disorder? are u fuckin joking? so girls who are sociopaths are just seen as dramatic? seeing as histrionic personality disorder is really the extreme version of society’s idea of femininity. i just dont see at all how someone could mistake antisocial personality with histrionic personality it’s really almost laughable. the fact that ppl who went to medical school and are trained in diagnosing patients w/ stigmatizing mental illnesses are completely thrown off by gender alone is sad